Question:
I don't know if this is the right place to be asking this question, but does anyone else experience sex with spirits or know anyone who does? I would say incubuses, but this happens when I'm wide awake. They're around me constantly. They never leave. It's been a little over a year since it first started. I'm not going to go into a lot of detail, but I was attacked by demons once-- a few months after I began to feel spirits. First it was just touching. After a couple months it led to sex. Shortly after that, the most frightening experience of my life, which lasted weeks. I sought help from people at my father's church, gave my life to God, and they went away for a while. Not for long. I gave in again... now I'm addicted. Sometimes I'll resist for a week or so, but that's about as long as I can go. It just feels so good, you wouldn't believe. I also have lucid dreams and sleep paralysis. I don't accept the scientific explanations for that that I've read. It is a spiritual thing, in my opinion. I tend to think the two are related-- when you have lucid dreams, I think they're actually OBE's and if you wake up during one, you can't move cause your spirit's still out there flying around. Comments? Advice? What I really need is to know that someone else out there has been through this. Please e mail me if you have, or are going through it now.