Follow-Up: Im very sorry to hear others out their are having the same treatment as myself. We seem to live in a world where double standards rule! Please dont give up! I wish I had the energy to read your whole page now, but like yourself the crap you are forced to take Zapps you life away. I beleive I have been made ill by my local Services Hillingdon health trust, London,England U.K. Most the so-called experts who diagnosed me have been sacked or on their way to being sacked.